This is the poem/homily I wrote for my ministerial fellowship committee appearance, and I've shared it with my Interim congregation as well as for colleagues.
It is personal, and yet it has the feeling of journey, of search, that many people such as Unitarian Universalists have or are going through in their religious life. It is not finished, and I hope to continue to build on it as I learn of other ways to enter religious journey by being a minister to the society.
Let Me Tell You a Story
by Rev. Jim Parrish (all rights reserved)
Let me tell you a
Story!
It’s not very long,
And from me a little
story
Is so much better than
a song!
It’s a story about a
young man, or woman,
or other,
our seeker, if you
will
Who ponders the stuff
of the universe
Or verses the stuff of
ponds and windmills
Either way, it is a
wondering done
about God, or Buddha
or trees
lots of thought about
love and war
And some questions
about the workings of knees
There was trying to
make sense of biblical lore
Which seemed kind of
fanciful, sexy and sad
Because the God
therein was loved by its people
though they couldn’t
tell if he was happy or mad
And Jesus was a Rabbi
who rocked the boat
filling the Mount and
Plain with ancient words
Love thy Neighbor as
Thyself…
But the neighbors were
Roman Curs...
So his life was
shortened to minimize the pain
But the damage had
been done
God as Love became a
Gnostic sermon
and Christ followers
worshipped in common homes
But God as love was
too universal
speaking to power in a
passive voice
and arguments broke
out about theology
with unity and trinity
as opposing choice
So Christianity became
complex and loud and bold
with theologians
competing for a Patron
Emperor Constantine
was looking for an army
it seemed a marriage
made in heaven
Now, The joining of
politics and religion is very old
The power of state
held by goddess or god
its been all the rage
and fashion for us
since humanity started
breaking the sod
So even with a
reformation, the seeker thought
And Enlightened the
west became
Religion and state -
state and religion
was a state we
couldn’t declaim
So in our story the
testaments surrounded our seeker
its gospels culturally
embedded
Which made for a great
deal of confusion
In knowing just where
they were headed
Religion and God had
so many meanings
for war, for peace,
for science
it was hard to decide
which banner to follow
which dogma, or creed
to be compliant
Discouraged our seeker
thought, and exclaimed
What about the East?
Maybe some enlightened
thought to find
to sit with in silence
- give my soul some ease
Becoming a Buddha
seemed a natural goal
A quest to a higher
station
And our seeker, in a
religious whirl
Could use some quiet
meditation
It made sense that all
life is suffering
that suffering we
would sit and reduce
grasp hold and use the
eight fold way
begin to peacefully walk
life through
But our seeker also
has a fire inside
that wants to right
some wrongs
and Buddhist thought
struggles sometimes
to be an active force in the
throng
So try as our seeker
might
to float peacefully
through this world
something inside
called out for action and change
like a flag in the
wind unfurled
So what is Religion…
our seeker cries
Why is there no easy
meaning
something that I can
hold in my emotional breast
and yet… to my head
not be so demeaning?
Why can’t I have
action in Love
while attaining inner
healing?
Why do the religions
fidget so much?
Don’t they all have
the same meaning?
but religion seemed to
mean so many things
To so many of those
around
That our young seeker
twirled and whirled
and went falling,
falling, stunned to the ground
Yet, while down, down
with face in the turf
some marvelous things
were discovered
The earth felt, well
earthy, smelling rich and alive
and our seeker began
to recover
What if god were here,
thought our seeker, in the earth where I lay
god evolved from the very dust as we?
That would mean we are
part of it
and all of it is part
of me
And if this earth is
who we are
and what we are going
to become
then a question, the question must be asked
Where, where did this
dust come from?
Then our seeker turned
over and gazed up, out and away
into the far burning stars
above
and fell into the
yawning universe
falling deeply, deeply
in love
To lay grounded and
flying all at once is fantastic
floating high while
holding onto the earth
with stardust falling
all around and around
our seeker’s heart and
mind almost burst
My science classes, the
seeker exclaimed!
I remember, I remember
it all now
there is so much more
that we do know and claim
more than many
religions will avow
How we evolved from
the very dust I lay
into creatures great
and small
Everything is related
to everything else
and us related to all
How marvelous a
happening
An unfolding evolution
to behold
mysteries of Trees and
knees were answered
and secrets of life
were told...
but science didn’t
answer all of the questions
like why love and war
still fought
why the universe was
flying apart
and how a brain might
have a thought
Again our seeker was
perplexed
with life’s answers
still incomplete
science told the
truth, but religion held love
and sometimes both
cried... deceit!
So, discouraged that
no answer from all the above
came no closer than
42
our seeker wondered if
life is just a long, lonely journey
with no destination we
might come to?
But “wait” our seeker
sighs,
if there is one thing
on this journey I’ve learned
is that I hold both
religion and science
in my body and my
souls concern
I’ve learned that
religion can be true
and that love can be
science
And that politics, if
it were to make any sense
must listen to the
technician, and the pious
I see that Love is
found in relationships
As Jesus was trying to
tell
and a most important
connection there
is knowing ones
own Buddha-self
So my journey as a
human being
Is to find a way to
bring
all of my ways of
seeing the universe
into focus and esteem
To not dismiss a
religious myth
because it is untrue
but let its lovely
human story
hold my hand in life’s
ado
To let truth become my
starry guide
with love to provide
it substance
I’ll pay attention to
the inner self
so my relationships have
my full essence!
With this resolution
in our seeker’s heart
the journey was nearly
done
but a story is
sometimes incomplete
without a riding into
the sun
We visit again our
young ponderer,
who is now a little
old
but has never given up
the seeker’s quest
to find the human soul
This seeker found that
the journeys road
was life itself, you see
that answers led to
questions, questions to answers
so that the journey - the journey was the key
But seeing is not as
easy as being
And being is
sometimes a thorny crown
if your questions are
a little different
and you’ve never
conformed to the crowd
The pursuit of the
“why” of life
can become wearying,
and lonely
So our seeker Sought
company,
someone who might
share an "existential interrogatory"
But where might this
community be?
One that respects questions profound
But doesn’t limit its
search
To one book, or
prophet, or tired old blood-hound?
That place, I suggest,
in this story at least
is one that we in this UU movement might offer
a respite from the
seeker’s journey
yet many more
questions to proffer
A place, or a
gathering of seekers, of doubters,
to whom a small truth
is a golden heart,
who see the question
as only the beginning of life
and love the journey
that it starts
And I hope, beyond
hope, that the seekers will find us
so they are not
wandering alone
that we can learn from
their unique journey
and
the seeker can have a home
And
I hope again that we as a community of seekers
Haven’t
the full journey forsaken
By
clinging to our own pathways so tightly
That
our world cannot be shaken…
~~~~
(to the congregation)
Look
around you… there are many seekers here today
With
many different poems describing their journey
A
journey that takes us from birth to death
A
human adventure in living fully in this universe
Shall
we continue on that journey together
Covenant
to hold each other in love
As
we continue our traditions dialogue
Dialogue
between seekers at the edge of understanding
At
the edge of Religion and Science
Learning
and practicing love and inclusion
So
that we may lead ourselves and humanity to a better way
Let
us step on that path, again and again and again
And
I promise to be a companion on that path
What
else could I do that could be more important?
What
else could I do?
So
may it be
Closing Words:
As
my meditation master said every day at 5am, 9am, 1pm and 6pm for a week,
momentarily breaking the silence surrounding us…
You
must practice…
Begin again, Begin Again, Begin again